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Tuesday, September 01, 2009
I just celebrated my 28th birthday 2 weeks ago and yes it’s a new chapter of my life. Too many stories to tell… Too many dramas… Too much wasted time… In spite of it all, I am happy…never been happier…J In this school we call life- I am still learning.. tis a process.. as I have yet to write more chapters of my existence…
Friday, June 19, 2009
Party was held @ Jollibee Fort Global this video was made by our dear friend, Kitty Bunag...(thank you marce!) please check her gallery @ kittsquisite.multiply.com
Monday, June 01, 2009
OUR "move out" day... goodbye MANDALUYONG...see you 2010 new Zip Code- Pasay City- 1300 how poestic justice is it? being literally "free" on independence day!
Thursday, November 06, 2008
april arevalo is a good friend and is the first person that comes to mind when i need a photographer..please check her site at www.apyapril.mutliply.com and our other pics at www.ross.multiply.com...
Friday, October 31, 2008
Bipolar disorder is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a category of mood disorders defined by the presence of one or more episodes of abnormally elevated mood clinically referred to as mania or, if milder, hypomania. Individuals who experience manic episodes also commonly experience depressive episodes or symptoms, or mixed episodes in which features of both mania and depression are present at the same time. These episodes are usually separated by periods of "normal" mood, but in some individuals, depression and mania may rapidly alternate, known as rapid cycling. Extreme manic episodes can sometimes lead to psychotic symptoms such as delusions and hallucinations. My favorite topic...MY mother in law..(bear with me please!?) I wonder if my mother in law has this disorder..she has all the signs... because shes delusional...simply put..praning (example-she was calling her husband and after 2 missed calls, he finally picked up SHE said that a girl answered-and her husband was like- i didnt hear it ringing until Ross told me-um ano yun!? naisip lang niyang sabihin na may ibang babaeng sumagot!?) by breakfast shes super talkative and easy to be with and by lunch time its as if world war 3 struck at the house or shes just plain mad at everybody for no reason... she accused the helper of taking paolo's clothes and the next day she is denying it.. (by the way she also suspects the helper of stealing the pasta tupperware...hello?! what kind of a person would steal such a thing?! btw, the brand isnt even tupperware and costs like 50 pesos only!!) - btw, that helper left after being accused of such a thing and she calls back the helper after 2 days for her to come back!? one minute she doesnt talk to you and within the next hour its as if im her best friend and talks to me about her "aerobic friends" i hate the fact that she said that breastfeeding is bad for my daughter...and then her friend came to visit and shes acting all "oh Zaira is breastfed and hardly gets sick" (2-faced biatch or simply what we call plastic) she didnt talk to me for two weeks and on the 14th day she came home with a siopao for me..(i didnt know the reason why she wasnt talking to me and i really didnt care..but isnt it weird that she gets mad at you and doesnt tell you and would give you a peace offering!?) -later on i found out from my mom that the reason why she was mad because i didnt allow Zaira to come with her to the supermarket i dont want to mention all the other instances and situations but whenever Carlo goes to his shrink..she's always the favorite topic. Carlo was told that her mom has what they call OCD, shes striving for perfection and when things doesnt happen the way she planned, she goes haywire! I think otherwise, its manic depression plus the side effect of her menopause (i- diagnose ko ba?!) She is just SUPER hard to deal with!! I hate being in this house. Isnt it ironic that we live in the house of the person who made Carlo sick!? I told Carlo several times that I dont like being here but he doesnt budge! (what to do..what to do!??!) Qualities that I really LOVE about her:
She has a lot of other qualities that I love to write about but it gives me a headache just thinking about it. I just dont trust her and she complains pa to her husband na nilalayo ko daw anak ko ( thats pretty hard to do KASI naman nakatira kami dun dba?!) I mean,if we stay longer, do you think my daughter can pick up the right values!? I still have a considerable diplomacy left...konting tiis nalang!!!!!!!!!!!!! so help me GOD
Friday, November 02, 2007
18 August 1981Your date of conception was on or about 25 November 1980 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.8.3.10 which is The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Tuesday, 17 Shavval 1401 (1401-10-17). The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1981.
Top songs of 1981 Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.74637964774951 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!) Your lucky day is Sunday. Your lucky number is 1 & 4. Your ruling planet(s) is Sun. Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th. Your opposition sign is Aquarious. Your opposition number(s) is 8. Today is one of your lucky days! There are 290 days till your next birthday In 1981 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US. Peridot is used to help dreams become a reality.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources) Sardonyx, Diamond, Jade Your birth tree is Cedar, the Confidence There are 53 days till Christmas 2007! There are 66 days till Orthodox Christmas! The moon's phase on the day you were born was waning gibbous.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
My bro-in-law lend me the book "Your best life now" by Joel Osteen and reading it was an experience! It had helped me a lot! Let me put what is written at the back of the book so that you may get a pretty good idea. The answer lies in a simple yet profound process to change the way you think about your life and help you accomplish what's truly important. Your journey to a brighter future begins with these seven steps:
I have always been optimistic. I always look on the better side of things even when the going gets tough. Some of my friends even say that I don't get remorse and I just tell them that it's because I choose not to think about the bad things and focus on the brighter side. I never thought that it would happen to me but I have allowed myself to swallow in my own misery. It all started when I became pregnant (lets blame it on the hormones). It was one of the biggest decision that Carlo and I had to make but the first time that both our parents talked about "what to do" I was very clear that I will not live with Carlo's parents. Because I live in Las Pinas they thought about letting me move in with them even before we were married, I vetoed the idea. Carlo and I talked about renting our own place and there came a point when we talked about the issue again but he just didn't agree with me. I said that I don't want to depend on him and his parents. Growing up, our house has been the "hotel" of our relatives and they always stay with us whenever they came to visit, I have never had any problems because I was close with my mother's side but whenever my father's side would come to visit, I would always think twice because I was not close with them and I know how it feels when a "stranger" is in your house. I didn't want anybody to have that kind of feeling against me. Carlo already said that I would not become a "stranger" and as much as I was insistent on my decision, I failed. The day that we chose a date for our wedding, he said that I can just live with him after we get married and "we'll see about moving out after we have the baby." I moved in the day after our wedding day, I didn't think that it would be that soon and I wasn't even able to say goodbye to my own room!:p So we went to my home and I just had to pack my clothes because I didn't have anything of my own when I moved after the wedding, up until now my other clothes and shoes are in LP. It has been almost six months since I've moved in with Carlo and his family and they always try to make me feel at home. For some reason, I just don't feel it. Maybe because I don't want to or maybe because their ways and culture are different from mine that I don't belong. I didn't know what to do and I have spent so many nights crying to sleep whenever Carlo is at work. I told Carlo what I felt but it's just not feasible for us to move out because financially, we are not ready. The cheerful and Ms. positivistic Ross was lost and unhappy. I always say that Thanks to Paolo's book, it made me realize about a lot of things. I have known all along what to do. I was just drowning in my own grief that is why whatever it is that people tell me to do, I shut it down. From the book, "You must do what God is leading you to do. The point I want you to see is that sometimes we go through things we just don't understand. Through it all, we must learn to keep a good attitude and trust that God is still in control of our lives, even when events are not going the way we had planed or hoped. " I have always been blessed and will continue to think that. I have the power to choose. For the past few months, I have been miserable, facing everyone at "home" with a façade that everything is alright. Since I have read "Your best life now" whenever I wake up everyday, I tell myself to choose to be happy. It is not that easy for me to adjust instantly but now I am open to other people's comments and I hardly rant about my situation. I know I can do it and I can be happy and I will just have to keep telling it to myself until I believe it. I can no longer blame my hormones for all the emotions that I am feeling but slowly, the old "me" is starting to come back. I can have my best life now.I hope I can have my best life now...
Thursday, October 04, 2007
please watch some of her videos at www.ross.multiply.com
WAAAAAAAAHH! was my initial reaction when I watched our video coverage during our wedding ( dont let me get started on the wedding album! ) There were so many points that I want to discuss but it will still not put an end to my misery. We paid 35k for everthing...fine fine I know its not much for something that I want to last a lifetime (I shouldve settled on this other photographer that my friends have been telling me). Anywho, Alan has been accomodating with my complaints ( he re-edited it sabi niya but I didnt see any difference) but I dont think it can be pretty enought. Before we signed with him, I already told him what I want, a MTV style video which was nowhere near what we got. First-everything was cut- the speeches which I think are important because its their message for us!! But no, after the first tear fell on my sister's face, it was cut to another scene..haaaay... Second-the audio is bad, I cant even hear the words that everybody was saying, not even my own, Third-the camera angle-I dont like center shots! We discussed about 2-camera angle but it seemed that theres only ONE the whole time! Fourth-again the CAMERA-its tilted- no tripod but the camera man should know if its side ways right?! Fifth-cinematography-eklavu-oo the lighting is bad- everything was just so dark! Sixth-I dont want to mention it anymore...I knew I shoulnt have started because I wont be able to stop talking about it. All I am saying is that we didnt get our moneys worth. PS- I wont show everyone the album...I can say more things about it!!!
Saturday, June 09, 2007
please welcome... Zaira Antonella S. Contis 7.1 lbs 50 cm June 8, 2007
16 hours of labor was all worth it... more pictures at www.ross.multiply.com :)
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Zaira wearing the knitted dress made by my mom
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